2020

3 Winkworth songs (oct 2020)

First recordings of three more Catherine Winkworth songs. One of these, Out of the depths, I actually tried to write last year or something but only really came up with the first line – which I have basically used in this version.

With these I haven’t modernised the lyrics or cut any verses — I made minor changes to a verse in From thy heavenly throne to make a new section.

Out of the depths

1 Out of the depths I cry to Thee;
Lord, hear me, I implore Thee!
Bend down Thy gracious ear to me,
Let my prayer come before Thee!
If Thou rememberest each misdeed,
If each should have its rightful meed,
Who may abide Thy presence?

2 Our pardon is Thy gift; Thy love
And grace alone avail us.
Our works could ne’er our guilt remove,
The strictest life would fail us.
That none may boast himself of aught,
But own in fear Thy grace hath wrought
What in him seemeth righteous.

3 And thus, my hope is in the Lord,
And not in mine own merit;
I rest upon His faithful word
To them of contrite spirit.
That He is merciful and just,–
This is my comfort and my trust,
His help I wait with patience.

4 And though it tarry till the night
And round till morning waken,
My heart shall ne’er mistrust Thy might,
Nor count itself forsaken.
Do thus, O ye of Israel’s seed,
Ye of the Spirit born indeed,
Wait for your God’s appearing.

5 Though great our sins and sore our woes,
His grace much more aboundeth;
His helping love no limit knows,
Our utmost need it soundeth;
Our kind and faithful Shepherd He,
Who shall at last set Israel free
From all their sin and sorrow.

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Piano pieces filled out

I don’t seem to have posted these:

arranged/orchestrated versions of the piano pieces ‘Tends the flowers’ and ‘lone and silent hour’

Petals on the Wind

This reminds me… of like… “Celtic” arrangements of game music? very very inexactly I mean.

It gets nice and bombastic as compared to the piano piece haha!

known and island hour

This is a rather ambient/sound design-y version.

Both of these were made using the sound set I put together with the Cute dog grooming musics.

Cello and sound libraries

Four pieces, or a piece in four movements, for cello duet — or more accurately, to test out some of my virtual instruments…!

I have a whole heap of virtual instruments by now… I haven’t bought many new ones in many years, but honestly (while obviously a whole lot is always going on in terms of things getting nicer and more fancy and more useable all the time!), I think the level of quality producers had reached in say 2008 for orchestral banks and such… still holds up really well in general. And a lot of the difference is going to be in how you write for them and what you fiddle with anyway.

But yeah the other thing is that I feel like solo, acoustic, classical instruments are gonna be a lot harder to get away with — a solo cello vs a big string section/sound… Also, even as a wind player, I feel like strings are harder to do than wind instruments. I have a couple solo cello patches — one I bought, on massive sale yay, from LSS Solo Strings, which is the first you hear here; the other is the FREE pocketBlakus cello. My aim here was to try and make a demo of them sounding… kinda realistic? As realistic as I could do in one sitting anyway.

I also added in some background noises I had recorded from a real concert … does that aid in the illusion?

Avalanche’s Theme (FFVIIR): Piano

This is a piano version of the new theme Masashi Hamauzu wrote for Avalanche in Final Fantasy VII Remake. This is intended to be a basic piano version, rather than a pianistic arrangement, like the OST piano album that was made for the original……. in honour of which, I’ve done up the sheet music to look as much like that as possible, because that’s fun.

You can download the pdf sheet music here.

Multiple mes!

This is mostly working on videoing, but a bit of music also for sure… Trying to work out how to film videos with myself playing more than one part on screen at the same time.

Experiment, playing a FFVII tune fairly casually:

Here’s a piece I arranged based on three tracks from FFVII, FFVI and Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time

And finally here is me x3 playing it “live” altogether! I couldn’t get the lighting 100% perfect and smooth between the shots, but I think it looks quite good nonetheless.

Lost in darkness and in dangers

Did I say I’ve been doing quite a few Catherine Winkworth songs lately? Piano and voice and again harmonies today, yay!

1. Lost in darkness and in dangers,
Round me strangers,
Through an alien land I roam.
Outward trials, bitter losses,
Inward crosses,
I have wandered far from home.

See the fetters that have bound me,
Snares surround me,
Free the captive, hear my call;
I know from sin my soul I never
Can deliver,
I am weak and helpless all.

2. Sin of courage has bereft me,
And has left me
Scarce a spark of faith or hope;
Bitter tears my heart is shedding
I am dreading
I am past Thy mercy’s scope.

Jesus, pitying Saviour, hear me,
Oh draw near me,
Turn, Lord, in grace to me;
For you know of all my sorrow,
Night and morrow
Will my cry go up to Thee.

3. Peace I cannot find, oh take me,
Lord, and make me
From the yoke of evil free;
Calm this longing never-sleeping,
Still my weeping,
Grant me hope once more to see.

You, my God and King, have known me,
Yet have shown me
True and loving is your will;
Though my heart, it often ranges,
Through its changes,
Lord, your love is faithful still.

4. In the patience that you lend me,
All you send me,
I embrace, I will be still;
Bend this stubborn heart I pray you
To obey you,
Calmly waiting on your will,

Here I bring my life, oh take it,
Yours, Lord, make it,
Calm this troubled heart of mine;
In your strength I too may conquer,
Wait no longer,
Show in me your grace Divine.

Original words by Gerhard Tersteegen, English translation by Catherine Winkworth, adapted by Sara Garrard