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Lost in darkness and in dangers

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Did I say I’ve been doing quite a few Catherine Winkworth songs lately? Piano and voice and again harmonies today, yay!

1. Lost in darkness and in dangers,
Round me strangers,
Through an alien land I roam.
Outward trials, bitter losses,
Inward crosses,
I have wandered far from home.

See the fetters that have bound me,
Snares surround me,
Free the captive, hear my call;
I know from sin my soul I never
Can deliver,
I am weak and helpless all.

2. Sin of courage has bereft me,
And has left me
Scarce a spark of faith or hope;
Bitter tears my heart is shedding
I am dreading
I am past Thy mercy’s scope.

Jesus, pitying Saviour, hear me,
Oh draw near me,
Turn, Lord, in grace to me;
For you know of all my sorrow,
Night and morrow
Will my cry go up to Thee.

3. Peace I cannot find, oh take me,
Lord, and make me
From the yoke of evil free;
Calm this longing never-sleeping,
Still my weeping,
Grant me hope once more to see.

You, my God and King, have known me,
Yet have shown me
True and loving is your will;
Though my heart, it often ranges,
Through its changes,
Lord, your love is faithful still.

4. In the patience that you lend me,
All you send me,
I embrace, I will be still;
Bend this stubborn heart I pray you
To obey you,
Calmly waiting on your will,

Here I bring my life, oh take it,
Yours, Lord, make it,
Calm this troubled heart of mine;
In your strength I too may conquer,
Wait no longer,
Show in me your grace Divine.

Original words by Gerhard Tersteegen, English translation by Catherine Winkworth, adapted by Sara Garrard

Light of light, enlighten me / With us abide

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Two more Catherine Winkworth songs, one with simple voice and ukulele, the other a very short one but with two actual vocal lines.

Light of light, enlighten me,
Now anew the day is dawning;
Sun of grace, the shadows flee;
Brighten thou my Sabbath morning;
With thy joyous sunshine blest,
Happy is my day of rest.

Fount of all our joy and peace,
To thy living waters lead me;
Thou from earth my soul release,
And with grace and mercy feed me;
Bless thy Word, that it may prove
Rich in fruits that thou dost love.

Let me with my heart today,
“Holy, Holy, Holy,” singing,
Rapt awhile from earth away,
All my soul to thee upspringing,
Have a foretaste inly given
How they worship thee in heaven.

Hence all care, all vanity,
For the day to God is holy;
Come, thou glorious Majesty,
Deign to fill this temple lowly;
Naught today my soul shall move,
Simply resting in thy love.

Words by Benjamin Schmolck, English translation by Catherine Winkworth

Lord Jesu Christ, with us abide,
For round us falls the ev’ning tide;
Nor let Thy Word, our glorious light,
For us be ever veil’d in night.

In these dark days that yet remain,
May we Thy Sacraments maintain,
And keep Thy Word still free and pure,
And steadfast in the faith endure.

Words by Selnecker, English translation by Catherine Winkworth

In our Lord we all are one (Heart and heart together

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Here is another Catherine Winkworth song! I decided to record some voca harmonies for this one… — also drums, bass and that’s actually my on ukulele doing the electric guitar noodling hehe.

I sometimes do sound desk at church (you know, back when we went to a building for church!) … putting this together felt quite like that; I did a bunch of live play throughs and tried to balance things out.

I really enjoy this one … it is a little strange and melancholy going solo on a song about church unity and togetherness for sure though!

Heart and heart together bound,
Seek in God your true repose,
In your love the price be found
Of your Saviour’s love and woes;

We the body, He the Head,
We the rays and He the Sun,
Brethren, by our Master led,
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.

Children of His realm, draw near,
Make your covenant stronger still,
From your hearts allegiance swear
Unto Him who conquer’d ill.

We the body, He the Head,
We the rays and He the Sun,
Brethren, by our Master led,
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.

Only such love will suffice,
As the love that dwells in Him,
Love that from the cross ne’er flies,
Love that spares not life or limb:

We the body, He the Head,
We the rays and He the Sun,
Brethren, by our Master led,
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.

Let us live, O Lord, at one,
As you with the Father are,
That through all the world be none
Of your members left apart.

We the body, He the Head,
We the rays and He the Sun,
Brethren, by our Master led,
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.
In our Lord we all are one.

Another Dowland rewrite

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This one is rather… hm, some kind of concept, you know? take a listen.

Rest awhile, you cruel cares 
Be not more severe than love. 
Beauty kills and beauty spares, 
And sweet smiles sad sighs remove: 
Laura, fair queen of my delight, 
Come grant me love in love’s despite, 
And if I fail ever to honour thee, 
Let this heavenly light I see, 
Be as dark as hell to me. 

If I speak, my words want weight, 
Am I mute, my heart doth break, 
If I sigh, she fears deceit, 
Sorrow then for me must speak: 
Cruel unkind, with favour view 
The wound that first was made by you: 
And if my torments feigned be, 
Let this heavenly light I see, 
Be as dark as hell to me. 

Never hour of pleasing rest 
Shall revive my dying gost, 
Till my soul hath repossess’d 
The sweet hope which love hath lost: 
Laura redeem the soul that dies, 
By fury of thy murdering eyes: 
And if it prove unkind to thee, 
Let this heavenly light I see, 
Be as dark as hell to me.

O Love

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Speaking of #CatherineWinkworthSongbook, I don’t seem to have put this one up on the blog, so I better, to add it to the list:

O LOVE WHO MADE ME

O Love, who made me for to wear
The image of Thy Godhead here;
Who sought me out with tender care
Through all my wand’rings wild and drear–
O Love, I give myself to Thee,
Thine ever, only Thine to be

O Love, who ere life’s earliest dawn
On me Thy choice hast gently laid;
O Love, who here as man wast born,
And like to us in all things made–
O Love, I give myself to Thee,
Thine ever, only Thine to be.

O Love, who once in Time wast slain,
Pierced through and through with bitter woe;
O Love, who, wrestling thus didst gain
That we eternal joy might know–
O Love, I give myself to Thee,
Thine ever, only Thine to be.

O Love, in whom is truth and light,
And Word and Spirit, life and power,        
Whose heart was bared to them that smite,
  To shield us in our trial hour;
O Love, I give myself to Thee,
Thine ever, only Thine to be.

O Love, who thus hast bound me fast
Beneath that easy/gentle yoke of Thine;
Love, who hast conquered me at last,
And rapt away this heart of mine–
O Love, I give myself to Thee,
Thine ever, only Thine to be.

Angelus Silesius (1657), English translation by Catherine Winkworth (slightly adapted)

‘A Broken World’ piano and orchestra arrangements

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Hiii so I seem to have posted a bunch of stuff on youtube that I haven’t updated here! For the sake of completeness and because these are quite nice….

‘Return to the Planet’ and ‘A Broken World’ are tracks from the Final Fantasy VII Remake soundtrack by Masashi Hamauzu that are original to that score – and, as you might be able to guess from the titles, really emotionally charged.

I did a fairly faithful piano arrangement:

And a really reimagined/new genre’d orchestral/soundtrack one: